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The year 2025 brought profound changes to my life in many ways. Above all, I cannot forget the sudden emergency room admission in June, which made it impossible for me to continue the online courses I had been teaching and left me relying on the kindness of my colleagues. Although the condition that sent me to the ER was treated, the experience ushered in many changes. Since it was the first hospitalization of my life, the shock was truly significant.

Considering my health, I asked the school to reduce my teaching load to less than half. Yet in the fall D term, they did not assign me any courses at all. This left me uneasy, wondering, “Lord, have they removed me from the teaching schedule because I now seem unstable?” It was a season of uncertainty, and I found myself bringing that anxiety before God again and again.